Thursday, February 17, 2011

Dream of Californication

For those who don't know, I spent most of my childhood and teen years in California only to leave it all behind, at the age of 19, for the flat, chilly, mosquito infested plains of northwest Minnesota so that I could be with my Sweetheart. As a young married couple with no college education we failed at assimilating into life in California due in large part to finances. It didn't help that my husband fell very ill soon after moving to San Diego and was unable to work at all.

Anyway, all that aside, let's just suffice it to say that I miss California. I mean, I've lived here, in Minnesota, for 8 years now and I have come to terms with it and even learned to embrace a large part of what used to make me seriously depressed, but there is still a part of me that longs for California in a bad way.









Maybe one day...

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Serenade Saturday

The day when I share a song that has been at the top of my favorite list lately. Today's song is Gravity by Sara Bareilles. I first heard this song on So You Think You Can Dance and had forgotten all about it until I heard it a year later on Pandora (do you use Pandora? You neeeeed to!) and now I'm completely smitten.

Gravity is a song that truly tugs at my heartstrings and leaves me nearly breathless every time. It's just so hauntingly beautiful and the lyrics are something that I really can relate to. I think most people would associate the lyrics with a romantic love but, as evidenced by Mia Michaels' routine on SYTYCD, it can translate to anything in this world that has a hold of you and is keeping you down.

So, here is the video by Sara Bareilles followed by the lyrics to the song. Enjoy. And have a lovely Saturday!






Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/sara-bareilles-lyrics/gravity-lyrics.html]
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long


Friday, February 11, 2011

Favorite Fridays


It's time for Favorite Fridays, a day where I post about some of my favorite things :)

I've been thinking about what makes me most happy quite a bit lately (besides my beautiful, darling family, of course), and sometimes I have a really hard time with it. I trust that I am not alone in spending more time focusing on the negative than is healthy for my emotional well being and mental health. So I thought perhaps I could start trying my hand at thinking more about the happy things in my life, the things that make me feel good, bring me joy, what-have-you, and letting go of the negative thoughts that drag me down and put a damper on the happy, free-spirit that I long to have.

It's funny, because I always thought of myself and being happy-go-lucky, free-spirited, cheerful, silly... but I'm starting to think that perhaps I was not perceived that way, or at least, if I ever was, I certainly am not anymore. Sure, there are people who really only know me online and therefore might see me as being far more upbeat and motivated than I really am, but believe me, I'm so not. Something happened when I got married, settled down, had kids. It changed me. Getting married and pregnant at such a young age may have had a big part in that, who knows. Anyway, the important thing is that I am so ready to be done with all of that. I really want to move on, to grow, to explore, to live, to have fun and stop taking things so seriously, to be more spontaneous, to go on adventures, to worry less, to create more, to play more, to trust in the plan God has for me.

Wow. Okay, so that bit of writing turned out to be more serious than I was planning for this post... funny how that can happen! I guess I needed to write some things out and didn't even realize it. So now I feel a "now what?" moment hitting me! Haha :P I mean, here I was planning on just listing out something like "my top 5 movies of all time" or something as equally light-hearted and now I feel pressured to do something more.

Whatever. I'm just going to embrace the original plan for this post and get on with it! Hey, it's 2:39 in the a.m. and I need to get to bed.

So, here we go. In no particular order, here are my top five favorite colors of the moment:


*Yellow*



*Turquoise*




*Plum*




*Orange*




*Green*



I seriously would have never thought that my top color choices would include yellow, orange, and green if you had asked me 5 years ago. Funny how that happens! But, yes, I do so love these colors and wish that I had lots of pretty, fun clothing in these colors and home interiors in these colors, and jewelry in these colors, and nail polish (not that I ever paint my nails cause I'm seriously low maintenance) in these colors, and... well, you get the idea.

What colors are you craving at the moment?

P.S. Have you checked out Pinterest? It is AWESOME! I found all these lovely images on Pinterest and you could honestly get lost in there, it's that wonderful. I'll write more about it later :)


Be Happy!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I'm liking it

Here is what I've found to like today. What have you found? Share with me!

Blogs that artistically inspire me:


It's just cuteness. Lots of cuteness.

Free downloads and tutorials, cute decorating ideas, scrapbooks I'd love to be able to create... great place to check out!


So fun. So unique. So creative!
Something you should know about me. I LOVE color. I also love being silly and having fun with your environment and this girl inspires me to do just that!

Cute, quirky, vintage AND digital scrapbooking. I'm sold.

A blog by photographer Ashley Ann, this blog inspires with beautiful photos, artistic pursuits, and encouraging words.

and the pursuit of all things cute, kitschy, and crafty

A Seattle blogger with a love of vintage, color, and crafting.